Well here it is the 3rd  day of Spring.  I wish it were sunny, yet cold. That's my idea of a perfect Spring (or Autumn) day. But, alas, it's just cloudy n grey.

It's also the 3rd month without Alexis. My ex for those who don't know.  I still miss her a ton (in love weight) and think about her everyday. My friend told me he read somewhere that it takes a month for every year you were together to get over that person.  I say "Yeahhhh righht!" to that silly statement. I'd have to be fine and over her by next month in that case, and there's no way that's going to happen.  And I don't think it should either. I think it's healthy to be a bit mopey over love lost. Time heals all wounds.

What I find a bit odd is that, though I haven't got a e-mail, IM, or call from her, she still lists her 'mood' as 'lonely' on her MySpace page. (Ummm, not that I looked or anything.)  Her header pic also has "waiting for my Superman" written on it now.  A phrase she used to say to me.

So, I think I'm going to try and IM her tonite. If she doesn't reply back, I'll just send her a short e-mail to simply say hi and to let her know what I've been up to, and that my life is on the up n up.  No harm in that right? That's not coming across as some pathetic guy wanting her back tommorow or some crazy stalker is it?

*sigh* Maybe I'll just wait til everything is where I want it to be in my life, then get in touch with her.

Damn, this whole love thing is so damn complicated sometimes. 

Peace.